I notice everything. 

And by everything, I literally mean everything. I notice when someone stops hitting me up like they used to. I notice when the way someone talks to me starts changing. I notice the little things that people do, and the little things they used to do. I notice when things change, and when it’s no longer the same. I notice every single little detail. I just don’t say anything.

It’s after 7am. 

Which means by now I am usually getting ready to wind down and eventually fall asleep. But I am so freaked that I will fall asleep and then wake up in less than two hours with that HORRIBLE pain again…if it does happen a 3rd day in a row, I think I will go to the doctor (actually I kind of have to because I promised my girlfriend). 

Ugh. :/